Hello Future

Hello Readers, i know i keep going on and on about the next chapter of my life and whatnot... but thats kinda what is on my mind right now. A lot of things are coming to a close for me right now and so i am looking fully toward the future. No turning around... I feel like i kinda need to focus my blogs on this right now, as the entire point of these blogs is not only for the readers, although i am grateful that i have them, its for myself to look back on and remember my thoughts and feelings and laughs that i have had in my life. In the 5 months that i have had this blog, already so much has changed. I have gone from having a boyfriend that i cared about, to a boyfriend who cheats on me, to no boyfriend at all.. and i am happier this way. I have gone from plans on continuing school for the next four years, to plans of travel, and a year off for work. I have gone from living in the heart of Toronto, to as of next week, back in my small town, living at home. I am sure that things are still changing drastically. But if you know me at all. you know that i love change. So tonight i have once again sat on my back porch and i have written out some words about my future on paper, because sometimes it makes my words feel more genuine if they are on paper instead of on the computer for some reason. I have however typed them up on here for you to read. But before i let you read it, i have some people to thank. I want to thank all of my readers for being so fabulous. You have all made me feel like my words are worth something to someone. I would especially like to mention a certain reader that made me smile today. He told me that my words ment something and that they were real. He told me that sometimes i make him laugh out loud, and sometimes i just give him something to reflect upon. He made me feel important and for that i am grateful. Thank you Taylor, loyal reader of Well Behaved Women Rarely Make History. You made my day today.

This chapter of my life that included you know who is officially wrapping up on thursday when everything starts fresh. I am so happy for the fresh start, I am so happy for the summer, I am so happy for friendships and laughter and music. The future, astonishingly bright, calls my name. Forces me to smile and look forward . I have no regrets for what has gone on in my past, no regrets for any of the decisions i have made. When looking back i see only positivity and lessons learned. Those who have hurt me and have asked for forgiveness have been granted it. I believe everyone deserves forgiveness. Those who have been true to me, I say thank you. Although it is night, i can still feel the warmth of the day. With a smile on my face i am facing forward. Willing to accept any challenge, anything that life throws at me, Willing to risk everything for adventure, Willing to take the hard road -whatever that means for me. Hello future, the world is changing, you can blame me.


Love Always

SmartyPants xo