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Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Freaking Out

Taylor and I at Disney on Ice!
Hello Everyone,

How are you today? I am freaking out... I don't want to go back to work... I don't want to feel the way i did when i worked there before for the six weeks. Bored. Tired. I don't want to feel like crap and i don't want to have less time with Taylor. I dont like that for half of the month i have to wake up at 5:30 am to and dont get home until 4:45 pm and then have to go to bed at 9:00 pm to be rested enough for the next day. And half of the month having to go to work at 3:30 pm and working until 3:13 am... Just to sleep until 2:00pm and go back into work right away afterwards... Where is my life outside of work? The weekend i guess.. if there is no overtime shift...

Its not that im ungrateful for having this great paying job... but look at what i have to sacrifice! I know so many people wanted the job that i have and i should be so thankful for it... but i feel so lonely and so bored while i work and then i feel so tired when i get home.....

21 Days until i go back to work... Less than a month. 3 Weeks. I am not ready to face an entire year of this. I feel panicked. Its silly... i know... I'm not going to war or something but i feel such anxiety over it...

Okay i am just going to relax... Yes that is what i am going to TRY and do....

I will tell you about my day.

I called my Grandma on my dads side and had a lovely conversation with her :) I always like talking to her because since she lives pretty far away i don't get to see her that often. Then i went to the mall and i spent my H&M gift card that i got for my birthday from my aunt, uncle and cousin, on some weird pants (that im not sure i want to keep yet! lol) and these pictures are the exact pants, from the H&M website... so you get the idea of how weird they are...and two button up shirts that are very basic but very nice.

The shirt I bought... White and Navy!
And i got Boots (our cat) a self-moving laser pointer and she loves it! Its so funny because she turns into spider-cat and defies gravity! lol...

Also i got Taylor and I these tupperware things that are meant for cereal and milk or yogurt and oats. They have a top and a bottom compartment and the bottom one goes in the freezer and the outside freezes and then you can keep milk or yogurt cold for the day if you don't have a fridge to use. It also comes with a nifty foldy spoon that lives in the lid of the top compartment! They are pretty useful and cool and mine is purple and Taylor's is green. Which is nice of me because green is my favorite colour!

I also got more Tupperware in general because it was on sale and Taylor keeps bringing the ones we have to work and losing them all! What a Silly Billy!!!

Have you guys heard the song "Merry Go Round," By Kacey Musgraves? Its really good! Its a country song so if you like country... definitely listen to it!

Also i dont believe i mentioned the events of Saturday and Sunday! So i will tell you now!

Saturday

Delcinea, Zach, Jon, Taylor and I went to "The Works" burger joint but Eliesha had to work so she couldn't make it for dinner. It was delicious as usual! I had a burger called "Crappy Tire," and it was a beef burger with this spicy red sauce on it and then a grilled pineapple slice and a lot of brie cheese, on a whole wheat bun! It was so bloody delicious! Too bad we kinda all promised not to get the same burger twice or i would get it next time! Also when i say spicy... i dont mean that spicy... because i dont like things that are too too spicy!

Anyway then after the works we met up with Eliesha and we went back to our place and had a few drinks and played cranium and it was so much fun!!! A really great night!

Sunday


Taylor and i got to mom and dad's around 11:00 am and we hung out and around 12:00 pm, My Aunts and Uncles arrived and we had lunch pretty much right away! Which was roast beef and potatoes and carrots, and homemade bread and pasta salad and it was delicious! Then i got to open presents! And i got a gift card to H&M and a gift card to Victoria Secret, and a beautiful scarf that Grandma made and a shirt and these beautiful plates and bowls that i am in love with! I will show you them too... one minute! Okay here they are! Aren't they beautiful? Because i think they are! Anyway after presents we had moms homemade chocolate cheesecake with oreo crumble crust and it was delish!
Then Aunt Connie, my cousin Caitlin, my Mum, Taylor (Not completely willingly) and Myself got in the van and headed to see Disney on Ice! Which you should all be jealous of because it was awesome! (I am a huge Disney fan)... Anyway it was a great day!

Tomorrow I have a doctors appointment and I am going to be hanging with my mummy, and maybe going to get more dishes for my set! Other then that i have nothing to say, so i love you all to pieces and so does Boots, (I know because she is staring at the screen right now) and if that is not love i dont know what is.

Okay GOODDAY and good riddance!

Just kidding!


Love Always

SmartyPants xo

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